Beatrix, running on mountains overlooking Missoula, Montana
Photo snapped by Elspeth

I just finished a small mountain of spanikopita (did I spell that right? I'd check but dinner is imminent) and a glass of Riesling. We are waiting for dinner to brown sufficiently; today I bought two fabulous salwar kameez (one ridiculously pink) from a local and splendidly stocked thrift store. I wonder where I might wear these in our little southwestern PA town? Perhaps at the local grocery with the farming and coal mining clientle (mixed with neighbors I know): me in my sequins and poofy pink pants, selecting corn on the cob. I think dinner parties are in order.

I miss home but I am enjoying myself immensely. Not reading as much as I should. Today I began rereading "Woman Warrior" for a class I'll teach in the fall.

Ah, I hear my mother clinking silverware, which means my time at this keyboard is limited. For more complete thoughts on home, a glimpse into our travels in the south, and a bit of sentimentality, read my O-R column from last week by clicking on the geranium at right.

And in personal news: rejections continue but silver linings include an award of distinction from Midwest Literary Magazine for my story, "Birds in Snow" and an upcoming publication in the children's magazine, "Ladybug." Hurrah. Children's stories are such lovely fun.

Summer Tomato Girl

Taken by godmother Kara
Missoula Farmer's Market
Elspeth with luscious yellow tomato

It was a very bad day. . .

We're back in Edmonds, Washington, on a warm day so clear you can see the craggy, snow-capped peaks of Mt. Baker. The Puget Sound reaches sparkling to the foot of the Olympic mountains. We spent the day sitting on driftwood, watching the children wading deeper and deeper into the cold water and eating tart cherries from my sister's garden.

Now we're back in my parent's lovely little apartment, enjoying the breeze through the open door. Martin's doing the Sunday crossword, my Dad is snoozing with the Economist open and limp on his lap, and Merry's eating chips and chatting up a storm with my mother, who is making tea.

Mom just told us a funny little story about my sister's youngest little girl, Eliora, who is three. On a trip to Germany recently to visit her other grandparents, she surprised my sister when, late into the flight, she looked up into my sister's face, and said, "Let me tell you something. When we land, the plane will break into a hundred little pieces."

"Why would you think that?" my sister asked.

"Because," Eliora explained calmly, "The plane has no wheels."

"Yes, it does," Heather reassured her. "They'll come down soon, with a big thumping sound."

"No." Eliora extracted the safety information from the seat pocket. "The plane has no wheels and when we land, it will break into a hundred little pieces. See?"

Heather perused the safety pamphlet and Eliora was right: in every picture depicting the plane, there were no wheels. Apparently Eliora had been studying this pamphlet a good part of the long flight and had come serenely to the conclusion that it would crash when it hit the tarmac.

"Let me tell you a story," Eliora said. "Once there was a family who went on a plane. The plane flew and flew and then it landed and broke into a hundred pieces. The family landed in the mud. It was a very bad day."

Thankfully, Eliora's research, though thorough, did not yield the conclusion she believed it would, and Heather and the children landed safe and sound in Germany. And in the end, it was a very good day.

sentimental postcard from missoula

I'm sitting in bed beside Martin, who is hunched over a Richard Russo book. Behind me a cool breeze moves through the window; beside me, two cups of chamomile tea on a trunk. A kanga covers the trunk, on which three African violets reach their fuzzy green leaves toward the light from the lamp. On the opposite wall, a row of wraps and scarves.

The children finally sleep, the dryer knocks and clicks, and Chopin plays eternally. My head echoes with the voices of dear friends who deeply rooted in my being: Kara, my constant friend since our childhood in Kenya, who is now content in love with a good man; Lindsay and Tim and their children, who we have laughed with now for eleven years since that time when Martin and I were first making our way as young newlyweds and then as new parents. Tim and Lindsay are godparents to Merry; we are godparents to their son, Corin, and Kara is Elspeth's godmother. I even got to spend time with Kara's brother, Nathaniel, who used to be a gangly little brother and now is a strapping, handsome man with a beard. And we were able to meet Tim and Lindsay's precious and beautiful new adopted daughter, Birdie, who just arrived with them from Ethiopia.

And all in Missoula, happiest of cities with its broad rivers and sweeping paths, mountains and enormous sky.

And here I close, because I have too much to write, about wonderful adventures in Washington and so many faces and voices that I wrap in joy, joy that is steeped in gratitude and marked by sadness that these precious ones must often be far away.

And too I remember the love and joy that waits for me in so many places: here; with my family in Washington; with Martin's family in Texas; at home in Pennsylvania. I am blessed with this embarrassment of love, for places contoured and mapped by the voices and open hands of all these dear ones.