Gravel. Mercy.

Ah, gardening. There was a time when I believed gardening meant scarved, hatted women with baskets over their arms. Now I believe gardening means sweat, blisters, dirty fingernails. Clouds of dust. And gravel. Or is that particular just to Wazoo?

I'm often bewildered at the attempts at improvement attempted by the former owners of Wazoo Farm. It surely didn't take them long to slap up faux-wood siding all over their living room, and it didn't take me long to detach it again (one piece literally fell off when I touched it with a crowbar). BUT it took a very long time to scrape off the glue, sand the walls, resurface the plaster, and paint. (Through the open window I tossed siding and plaster dust, and it was during my foray with sanding that a woman dropped by to invite me to her Baptist church. Removing my mask, coated with a thick layer of white dust, I extended my hand as she looked at me somewhat apprehensively and then beat a fairly quick retreat. Have I mentioned how often we are proselytized at Wazoo? So far we've been invited by the Baptists, Itinerant Politicians, Mormons, Pizza Evangelists, and Jehovah's Witnesses.)

Today, thinking in despair about the blackberries and "The Fairy" roses that have been sweltering ever since I received them a week ago in the mail, I doggedly dragged my feet back to the scene of procrastination to wrestle with the gravel.

I picture the former owners, laying the dastardly landscape fabric, blithely drowning a perfectly good bed with gallons of sharp, grey gravel. And then you may picture me, gloved, first with shovel and then on my hands and knees, filling wheelbarrow and plastic pots full of gravel which I then redeposit under the stairs. This monotony, this dust, this picture when I close my eyes: silver gravel on black landscape fabric. Ah. If only they'd thought about it before they dumped. (The other day, I considered that instead of toting the gravel down the stairs, I could just wheelbarrow it down. For a few stairs I was in control, but then, as any dolt could have predicted, the wheelbarrow took on a power of its own and careened down the hill. At least it careened without me attached.)

So now, to my list of BAD THINGS HOMEOWNERS SHOULD NEVER, EVER DO:

Fake siding
Linoleum
Wallpaper
Wallpaper borders
Textured Paint
Swimming Pools, any kind
Popcorn Ceilings

I have added: Gravel. Please, do not give into the temptation to cover huge expanses with low-maintenance gravel. Think of those who come after you, and have mercy.


NEVER NEVER NEVER HAVE MERCY!

Wazoo Farm, Early Spring

Street View of Wazoo Farmhouse; see the red tulips? Also a forsythia hedge will hopefully take root from the cuttings I stuck into the ground. . .Someday: picket fence.
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Wazoo Farmhouse's breezy porch. In the summer, happyhour or supper is out back on the deck (more snaps of that later, after our ugly pool is removed and our potager planted in its place!) looking down the hill; but this is a nice spot for tea.

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Down the front steps, please note the brave jonny jumpups


and the rhodondendron, which I planted last fall. It will someday grow huge.

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So now, trip down the path and you'll find my rose garden, mostly still dormant. Creeping thyme, rosemary, and lots of roses; in the beds in back you see, among other things, the peonies and lilacs almost ready to bloom.
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Down the driveway and gaze at the side yard: a path in construction, lined with a bed filled with soil from the hill and planted with red and yellow floribunda roses as well as lavendar; a strawberry bed (finally planted); and other beds under construction. See also the teeny-tiny little trees: quaking aspens, scarlet maples, and red oaks.
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More of the sideyard as well as the grand maple, strung up with Elspea's swing. The genius of this swing: you can sit on the maple tree bench and push with one hand. Perfect after mowing 1 foot grass with a manual mower with Elspeth strapped on my back!
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Side view of Wazoo Farmhouse.
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Looking down the hill: see the firepit (Martin built last fall), the forsythia with beds in progress, the tire swing hanging from the Locust. What you can't see: the puny but fast-growing hybrid elm; to the right is a huge slope used in winter for sledding and now planted with more trees.

Some day we'll have wild grasses and native plants there, as well as a children's garden and hideaway. Good, rich, moist soil; lots of deer venturing from the hill by the creek.

In the foreground you can see my first attempts at step-terracing. Whew!
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Hoorah for spring!

Robin in the Rain

"Robin in the rain; what a saucy fellow!" This is one of Raffi's lovelier songs for children; you can't help singing along when he pipes up with the Robin On a Rainy Day--even when you have heard that same song a gazillion times over. Such repetition marks the passage of daily life with children, and indeed it is one of the joys of having children.

Today found me out in the rain (not as lovely as a robin with soft slick feathers) driven by some force (guilt? procrastinating planting 48 strawberries?) to continue my gardening efforts. This time I was after a tree.

Between our house and the neighbor's runs a skinny sort of alley, filled with miscellaneous trash, overgrown vines, gorgeous fern fronds, and three renegade maples that do not belong and will probably choke all our pipes and lines and end by unearthing our entire foundation. Needless to say these maples must go.

But after paying numerous sums for shipments of puny, stick-like trees, I am loathe to just cut down three healthy trees with robust buds. As today was wet and soggy, I thought I might just have success in digging up a maple.

If you had looked down the shady alleyway from under the dry canopy of your umbrella this morning, you would have found a woman, hair unruly, pants mud-spattered, huge pink sweater wet, wrestling with an impossibly big maple. This woman would have been grunting, bloody-knuckled from a bit of a fall, leaning and rocking on the handle of her shovel, verbally abusing the maple, then hugging it around its trunk and tugging in a clearly futile attempt to take it with her to a new home. Then you would have seen this same woman whacking wildly at the roots with her shovel and finally slipping down the alleyway empty-handed.

Or not entirely empty-handed. I did steal five ferns, fuzzy fiddleheads curled; some small indeterminate trees or bushes; and a few pounds of mud on my shoes.

I am determined to unearth that maple. Tomorrow, gloved this time since I cannot afford more skinned knuckles, I will return for another brawl. Coming? There's strength in numbers.

PS. I want to take more pictures of Wazoo Farm but our battery has run out and I can't be bothered at the moment to buy a new one. But as soon as I locate a store somewhere, I'll begin posting pictures of maples, compost, straw--oh, my--I'll bet you can hardly wait!

The Child is Father of the Man

My heart leaps up when I behold
A rainbow in the sky;
So was it when my life began;
So it is now I am a man;
So be it when I shall grow old,
Or let me die!
The Child is the father of the Man;
And I could wish my days to be
Bound each to each by natural piety.
--William Wordsworth

I cannot read this poem without picturing the following: Rossyln Academy's sixth grade class, marching up and down a classroom between desks in military style, shouting: My heart leaps UP when I beHOLD a rainbow in the SKY! So WAS it WHEN my life begGAN! So it is NOW I am a MAN! Though I am at a bit of a loss to remember why we were marching thus, I have a suspicion it had something to do with meter.

Merry's heart leaps up when she beholds a earthworm in the garden, wiggling bravely through a clump of clay. My heart leaps up to think of all the forsythia branches I cut and stuck in the ground growing little roots all on their own in tonight's rain. The garden is full of small miracles.

Five more roses today. More terracing. My strawberry bed is at last ready to receive the little ruffly seedlings, and I purchased several packets of zinnia seeds at the grocery store. Elspeth got clocked with a tire swing; Merry dressed in full "Laura-Pioneer" regalia and strode barefoot through the freshly mowed grass. I glimpsed, curled up and content under our hedge, a coiled snake gazing contemplatively at our overgrown yard. He was not poisonous but all the same I am glad the grass was mowed today. A sweet fellow we know walked his mower all the way through a couple neighborhoods, up our hill, and mowed our upper lawn. Martin can't get the riding mower up the hill without chains on the tires. We had supper under the huge maple, drank a beer and ate peanut-butter and jam sandwiches while Elspeth wandered around giving us hugs and adventuring on her own.

Tonight I sat at the window breastfeeding Elspeth before bed and watching the activity through our window. The sunlight dappled the lawn as Martin pounded stakes around our new trees. Merry slung the frisbee toward the forsythia bushes. All was lovely. These deeply happy times--they are like rainbows. Your heart leaps up to meet the brilliance before you; you find it and partake; and always the joy trembles with the temporal, with the deep sadness of passing. There is no explaining these themes that weave through my life, the astoundingly happy, the shadows of grief. The realization that much we love with all of ourselves is as brief as dew, as the color that fills the sky and begs adoration.

At the same time I feel roots, dark and unknown, roots that always grow, that bind me to something deeply real and everlasting. I cannot see my roots, but they drink from hidden sources of water and give me life even when I forget they are there below me, providing always my very sense of being. This is grace, and God's love, and all the endlessness that exists.

And for now I crave another temporal but giddy pleasure: a bowl of chocolate cereal, a cup of chamomile tea, and another episode of James Harriot. I feel the exhaustion creeping up through my limbs and that is good, too.

Peace to you wherever you are tonight.

Columbine, Photo by Tonya Martin

Terracing on Wazoo

Merry in Texas (two years old) in a previous garden (1 year old)

Our one year stay in the wilds of Texas (gardening-wise) was full of battles with unbelievable spiders, fireants, and those remarkably industrious, plague-like leaf-cutter ants. A group of leaf-cutters stripped my father-in-law's rose bush in one evening. You could watch them laboring in a straight line over the sidewalk, burdened with towering loads of redbud leaves. If they chose a favorite of yours, say your Mexican Heather, all was lost. Boiling water, soap, you name it--the tunnels of the leaf-cutters were deep and secret, and even if you thought you had them beat they reappeared like a ghostly army.

Martin and I gave gardening a good effort in Texas. You could get a tin can to grow in the rich soil, but then some critter would eat it up, no fooling, every time. Martin's vegetable garden was well-researched and planned but utterly pathetic in the end. Our compost pile looked busy enough; it swarmed with life and I squinted my eyes in defense every time I dumped in a new round of scraps. Indeed it was so frightening in there that we never used the well-rotted mess except to spread it hap-hazardly on a bed of cilantro.

After we cleared the mountains of leaves from our patio, I dug beds and lined them with bricks. The nurseries were tempting with every sort of tropical plant I grew up with in Bangladesh, and I bought bunches of plants regardless of the fact that they were suited for full sun and our patio was shadowed in cool shade from the giant spreading pecan trees.

I even planted sunflowers, which were duly destroyed by a tropical-force storm.

And before I left, just a year later, I dug up all my best plants (one scorching summer day--not recommended replanting time!) and bedded them in at my in-laws, where the jasmine, heather, esperanza, and lantana took off gloriously, at last at home in full sunshine. It turns out that even impatiens is a perennial in Texas (who would have thought it?), in the sunny humidity.

Fast-forward some years and you'll find us in the cooler, drier hills of Pennsylvania, at Wazoo Farm. All in all, I think I've found the perfect planting zone. Why? It's cold enough in the winter to rule out mighty armies of bugs, snakes, and creatures, yet we're still warm enough to make rhododendron, azaleas, and dogwoods feel right at home.

And for the first time in my life, I might just stay put long enough to see my garden mature with the passage of time. This is a happy development, especially as it makes our toil feel worthwhile.

Today found me beginning terracing on one part of our plummeting hill. If you've ever seen the stunning terraces in Ecuador, say, the effort seems worthwhile. At least in theory. If terracing sounds like fun to you, you are deluded. I can't remember the last time I've been so sore at the end of a day, though it may have been the time I last gave birth to a baby.

I've been putting off the hills since we moved into our house last summer. One hill is covered with nettles and some promising landscape rose stubs I threw in last fall. The other hill is covered in long grass and various weeds, and is waiting anxiously to receive the box of berries the UPS fellow dropped off this morning. Oh, no, I thought. They're here, nestled in that Stark Brothers box: 48 strawberries, raspberries, blackberries. And I'm not ready. Again, the bad hostess.

--What's in that box, Mommy?
--MORE WORK.

But look, I'm not complaining really. I just wish an army of fit people armed with shovels and hoes would knock on the door: We've come to take care of the hill, ma'am.

Yes, please. Instead I get visited by the Jehovah's Witnesses, and they only leave tracts. I saw the Mormon missionaries walking by again today, and hoping they were not trampling our insignificant Canadian Hemlocks, I pictured myself handing them shovels, perhaps, or inviting them on the precarious wheelbarrow walk up to the garden. They looked a great deal cleaner than I have in a while, and I didn't think they'd be up for the trek with a stinky, filthy indeterminate Christian.

Tomorrow, more terracing. I invite you to show up with your shovels.

Ah the Smell of Sweat, of Soil, of Rotting Scraps

We were perfumed with spring tonight.

Before I tell you about the dense clay I hit with my shovel in what I hope will someday be a crumbly, rich strawberry bed (looted by birds and beast), I think I'd better tell you a few things about Wazoo Farm.

First of all, though it doesn't quite exist yet, something is beginning to shape up, as you'd be able to tell if you drove by slowly and gaze with eyes that discern past the mess littered all over the yard.

Secondly, Wazoo Farm has quite a history. How much is fact, and how much legend? We can't say. . .

Our house is almost 100 years old; next to us is a big sloping lot, in all, 3/4 of an acre. Apparently we have little to complain about, since the lot originally sloped much more dramatically than its current perfect sledding/wagoning grade.

Back in the day when I was still nonexistent, the city council demolished a hotel downtown. Rather than haul the crumbled building to a landfill, they trundled the wreck over to our property, where they buried it and graduated the steep hill. One of these days as I plant tomatoes, I expect to plunge my shovel into the soil only to hit the old porcelain of a sink, or the bricks of an old chimney, or the spittoon of a paying guest.

I have so far turned out miscellany: pottery, glass, plate, brick shards. Nothing truly outlandish yet.

Later Wazoo Farm played a major part during the Depression in feeding the inhabitants of the college where Martin now teaches. I don't believe the food was raised on the land we own now, though the fellow who lived in our house was the provider; he owned sheep he grazed on one of bucolic hills that nestle around us.

We watched the first episode of the BBC James Harriot series, and I was struck again at how very like this place is to England, though we have many more trees and trailers.

This afternoon we tooled down the winding roads to a favorite haunt of ours. We passed, among other things, a man turning chickens on a giant spit over a fire (this weekend we attended the annual ramp festival--more on that later). Finally we pulled into Shield's Nursery, a rambling, lush place with numerous greenhouses, organic seedlings, and wandering peacocks. There I found rosemary and creeping thyme, a myrtle, and would you know it? More roses! In fact, this nursery carried David Austen Roses, (David Austen is a British company that carries mouth-watering old English teas.) A woman was watching a huge Asian wisteria tree being loaded into her pick-up truck. The blue-purple blossoms were embarrassing; it was as if we were staring at someone in lingerie. The two David Austens I loaded into the back of our car were more respectable with their stark, thorny, bare branches. But inside the bareroots pulses the blood of queens, (or at least frumpy English matrons smelling of talcum powder).

Now I am bone-tired, having spent a good part of the day hauling dirt from our hill UP the hill to my beds. We are filthy and happy, and Wazoo Farm is at last taking shape. If you'd like to visit, we have an extra shovel! Come and toil! Merry will make you lunch, and Elspeth will sing you a song.

Sideyard of Wazoo Farm (before); stay tuned for "after!"

Phew-WEE!

Merry riding in wagon with cast of "Laura-Pioneer"
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"Pie! How did you get pie?" said Pa.

Laura was so amazed.

"What kind of pie is it?" asked Pa, tasting a piece. "Apple pie! Where did you get apples?"

"It's a blueberry pie," said Ma. "From the blueberries I saved from our garden."

"You are a wondrous," said Pa.

[Later:]

. . ."Now a nice chopped button," Ma said.

Laura brought Ma a button.

"Now some gravy," said Ma.

Laura brought Ma some gravy.

"Now please give me a match, Laura. . . .A button lamp," said Ma, and set the lamp by Mary. It only gave a little light.

When the bread had been made, Ma took the bread and put it on a shelf. "Time to go to sleep, Carrie," Ma said.

Laura stayed awake. She wanted to see what would happen in the morning. Everyone slept soundly. [pause for sleeping] Then the wagon jumped! Ma woke up. Laura woke up.

"What in the world is going on?" said Ma.

"A blizzard," said Laura.

It whirled round and round.

"Phew!" said Ma. "You stay in bed, Laura." Everyone had to stay in bed. Ma dressed warmly by the stove. They stayed in bed, listening to the sounds of the blizzard.

Pa was singing: "Slap, slap, the blizzard of the day! Oh, slap, slap, slap, the blizzard of the day!" he sang. The beds weren't made.

"Oh," Ma said, "What is it?"

"A blizzard," said Laura, "Don't you remember?"

"Oh, yes, but I was wondering what Pa was doing."

"It's his slap-slap song," said Laura.

. . ."Now that's enough," said Ma. "Washing day!" she reminded Laura. [seasons have changed?]

. . .Ma washed Laura in the creek. She scrubbed Laura top to bottom. "Feel free to splash about!" Ma said.

Ma put a new dress on Laura. Time to time, Laura said, "When is Pa coming back?"

"Soon," said Ma.

"But when is Pa coming back?"

"Soon!" said Ma. Laura kept saying that. Ma dressed her up and slowly combed her head and braided it. [Merry brushes doll's hair]

"Can you put my hair in a bun?"

"Of course I can," said Ma.

etc. etc. etc.

Oh, I can't keep up! This is a taste, verbatim (though I missed much of the dialogue and narration) of the rapid-fire dialogue Merry is spewing out lately, whenever she has a few moments. I hear her rattling behind me as I work at the computer, and I hadn't been paying close attention to the actual storyline until now. I have noticed that Merry has littered her bed so full of "stations" (kitchen, bathtub, etc.), that there is barely any room left for her to sleep.

And I have noted that more than once Ma has "thrown herself on the bed," and sighed "Phew-WEE!"

We've been reading "The Long Winter" and Merry is completely immersed in "Laura-Pioneer" world.

Merry enjoys being Laura--except when I ask Merry to perform some distasteful task, and then Merry is suddenly most emphatically her literal self again.

In other roles, Merry is once again filling the soil-spattered boots of "WORM QUEEN." We spent most of yesterday digging up impossibly heavy squares of sod and flipping them over to make beds for our strawberries and flowers. Merry hovered over my spade, plucking out long earthworms and rubbing them on her face and neck. "I kissed it!" she yelled at one point; at another she crammed a few in her magnifying box, and at another she queried, "Have you ever put a worm down your shirt?" I ceased telling her when I spotted a worm, and muttered to one as it anxiously squirmed back into the soil, "Don't worry, you're safe with me."

Elspeth spent much of the day banging about in the outdoor kitchen, gurgling tepid water from dirty receptacles, and sitting in her blue sled, looking contemplatively at the sky, until Merry pulled her over the grass.

But now it's time for me to go. I've got beds to make inside, beds to dig outside, (sounds like Pa needs to find a new job, too, since there's "no more food in this town") and the world is sunny and warm. Phew-WEE!

Trees

--photo by K J Robinson

TREES

I think that I shall never see
A poem lovely as a tree.

A tree whose hungry mouth is pressed
Against the earth's sweet flowing breast;

A tree that looks at God all day
And lifts her leafy arms to pray;

A tree that may in summer wear
A nest of robins in her hair;

Upon whose bosom snow has lain;
Who intimately lives with rain.

Poems are made by fools like me,
But only God can make a tree.

--Joyce Kilmer
spotted in A Child's Anthology of Poetry, Ed. E H Sword, Ecco Press 1995.
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I wish I had written the above poem, though I expect I would not have allowed myself the lovely archaic language.

Here is my own bumbling attempt at spring time poetry:

SPRING

Just before green,
in rain that feels
like the breath of rivers:
Bud like infant fist opens,
Rain pearls on black feathers.
I hear singing, soil whispering.

--Kimberly Cockroft
Once again, a chronic problem with my poems: line endings? last line? (Of course Martin has not yet got his poet's paws on it.) But for heaven's sakes, it's a spring poem and does not have to be completely brittle and finished but can afford to be supple, bending, pale green. Here's to spring time poetry!

Gratitude

Darkness finally covers the trees outside my window. A few minutes ago I could see two black birds, yellow beaks the only sunshine-color we've had in days. They swayed in the great gusts of cold wind, unconcernedly grasping the still-bare branches of the maple. Someday, by gum, that tree will leaf. But it won't be any time soon.

Today my good friend and I ventured out into the cold in her minivan. Freezing temperatures drove us to capitalism! We sported five children between the two of us, and people in stores watched our slow cart procession with concern or humor. Finally, the Sam's & Lowe's trips ended; we, who are not true shoppers, flopped exhausted into the van packed with huge packages of Romaine Hearts and Organic Potting soil. A latte seemed in order.

As we waited in line for our decaf-grande-extra-hot-vanilla-lattes, the children began a symphony of complaints behind us. "It's not fair," they wailed. "We want a snack; we want hot chocolate, etc."

We established life was not fair, an echo from every childhood that only in adulthood seems ironic.

The Starbucks drive-through was slow. The children continued to whine. Then one of them asked: "Why are we here?"

His mother did not skip a beat. "To love and serve God," she replied. "Isn't that what the catechism is?" she muttered to me.

"Sounds right to me," I said, laughing.

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Beyond that funny moment, a moment that was as perfect as my creamy, extra-hot vanilla latte, I thought occurred to me tonight as I vacuumed our forsaken floors: Gratitude.

Gratitude. Suddenly, the other day, I realized that this childhood, for my children, is the only one they will have. I will not be able to rewind their lives or offer them alternatives. Sometimes their childhood seems long and everlasting. Other times, as when viewing a faded picture of my grandmother lounging trim (younger than I now!) in a white swimming suit, I realize that life is short, every minute precious.

Though I desire Gratitude to be a way of life, a rhythm that marks the passage of my minutes, I am sloppy at best in my thanksgiving. Often brief moments of deep gratitude catch me off-guard, as when I cleaned tonight, Elspeth on my hip, the world cold and unpredictable outside our warm windows.

As I age, Gratitude, if I choose it, will gentle me. It will put my pride, my impatience, my chafing, in its place. It will give me the space and the silence to love well without demanding many things in return. Someday it will help me die well.

So tonight, I am grateful for my children, my lover, the warmth of my family and my house. I am grateful for my own childhood, and for everlasting books and music and food. I am grateful for the delphinium and marigold seeds waiting on my back porch, and for lamplight. For the callouses on my hands, my breasts that have fed my daughters, for all of my fingers that touch and wash and plant and write. I am indeed grateful.

Elspea

'Cause she's got. . .personality:

For a cringe-inducing display of bad table manners (o dear, Ms. Vanderbilt)--see Elspea's breakfast antics.

And do make sure, if you haven't already, that you view Wazoo's amazing art show below!

Now--Letters from Chidester the Gumberry

He really exists!

In my Internet travels this evening, I happened upon a new blog--

The Adventures of Chidester the Gumberry!

So far I read only the first letter, from Thomisina Basilina, Sir Chidester's elderly nursemaid, but she promises to share Chidester's letters with us!

Chidester's letters are geared to kiddos with big imaginations; it even has a place where you can drop Chidester the Gumberry a note in reply to his letters. Want to get involved in Chidester's epic travels? Visit him at www.gumberrycastle.blogspot.com.

Wazoo Farm's First Art Show

I am pleased to open Wazoo Farm's premier art show!

You'll notice that each artist receives her or his own page. Please feel free to comment on the pieces.

Artists, all: thank you for letting us enjoy your work!

Please note that all artwork (as well as all text at wazoofarm.blogspot.com), is copyrighted and protected and may not be reproduced in any form without permission.

CONTRIBUTOR ART: Christen Mattix

Cradled
Christen Mattix
Oil on panel, 48" x 72".
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In Weakness
Christen Mattix
Oil on panel, 48" x 60".
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Blue Sky
Christen Mattix
30 x 40 inches, oil on canvas
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Christen Mattix, an accompished painter, teaches art at Seattle Pacific University.

CONTRIBUTOR ART: Kara Jean Robinson

Goddaughter's Blanket
Kara Jean Robinson
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Besides knitting beautiful creations, KJ Robinson is currently finishing her MPH at John's Hopkin's University in Baltimore, MD. See her lovely blogsite.

CONTRIBUTOR ART: RL Robinson

life sign
Rachel Robinson
Mosaic, 11.5" diameter
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RL Robinson lives in a sunny flat and works as a community artist in Baltimore, Maryland. Learn more about RL at her blog, goldengreenandblue.

CONTRIBUTOR ART: Ryan Pendell

Sonnet
Ryan Pendell
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Ryan Pendell is currently finishing his BA in English in Iowa. Next year he will study at the Chicago Art Institute. For more of Pendell's art and poetry, see thegourd.blogspot.com.

CONTRIBUTOR ART: J Long

Newborn Ngaire
J. Long
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J Long currently lives and teaches English in coastal Virginia.

CONTRIBUTOR ART: Mark Levi

Pantocrator
Mark Levi
Egg Tempra on Wooden Board
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Carolina Sunset
Mark Levi
Watercolor
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Autumn Canopy
Mark Levi
Chalk pastel on charcoal paper
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Maddie Portrait
Mark Levi
Pencil
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Mark Levi teaches art in the Chicago area. To see more art & check out Levi's music, visit his website.

CONTRIBUTOR ART: Tonya Martin

Kentuck Knob
Tonya Martin
Photograph
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Sunset 3/22/07
Tonya Martin
Photograph
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Tonya Martin lives in Greene County, Pennsylvania.

CONTRIBUTOR ART: Jenna Martin

Pretty Feather
Jenna Martin
Crayon
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Jenna Martin will start preschool in the fall. She lives in Greene County, Pennsylvania.

CONTRIBUTOR ART: Kurt Cole Eidsvig

Magical Engineers
Kurt Cole Eidsvig

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A Snake Charmer
Kurt Cole Eidsvig
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A Miracle
Kurt Cole Eidsvig
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And No End of
Kurt Cole Eidsvig

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Kurt Cole Eidsvig has been described as "the Tom Jones of painting, the Eazy-E of poetry."

See more of his art at KurtColeEidsvig.com.

Eidsvig will be opening his studio in Boston for the 2007 Fort Point Art Walk. Dates for the 2007 Spring Art Walk are:

Friday, May 4, 4 to 7 PM
Saturday, May 5, 12 to 5 PM
Sunday, May 6, 12 to 5 PM

Art Walk is an opportunity to explore studios, meet artists, and purchase unique works of art and craft. Over 60 artists will open their studios. For more information see KurtColeEidsvig.com or FortPointArts.org.

CONTRIBUTOR ART: Hephzibah Nicky Dutt

A Calender Picture
Hephzibah Nicky Dutt
Photograph, Worchester (UK), May 2006
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A Nice Place to Rest
Hephzibah Nicky Dutt
Photograph, Malvern (UK), May 2006
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Nicky is a master's theatre student at Bowling Green State University. Her goal in life is to make good theatre in the company of friends.

CONTRIBUTOR ART: Merry Winter Cockroft

Jeeves and Wooster
Merry W. Cockroft
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Star
Merry W. Cockroft
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Lion
Merry W. Cockroft
Magic Marker on Construction Paper
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Elephant
Merry W. Cockroft
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Merry Winter Cockroft turned five last December. She lives and works in Waynesburg, Pennsylvania.

CONTRIBUTOR ART: Ken Cockroft

Merry
Ken Cockroft
Photograph
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Ken Cockroft, an accomplished photographer, lives in Brookshire, Texas.

Floribunda

Some women go to the mall and buy clothes they can't afford when their husband travels. I loaded the girls into the car and drove them down by the railway, where we walked gaga, open-mouthed, through the freshly stocked Agway Nursery. Elspeth ran in circles through the cedar mulch around the groaning rose table.

Ah, hah! I've been wanting one of those. . .John F. Kennedy's sturdy stalk, his meaty branches and purple thorns. A photo hanging from a branch promises salivating-inducing white hybrid tea blossoms. I can smell it now! Oooooo. Want it! Want it!

I do not get this shivery, primal response when viewing bean starts or shoots of male asparagus. But roses--the thought of my garden full of blossoms, my house swooning with their scent--I would happily exchange my birthright for a floribunda or an English tea: jolly ruffly buxom women.

Is it because I was born in Bangladesh, near India, and as a child visited meltingly beautiful tea rose gardens? Is it because my childhood is perfumed with rose-water and incense? Is it because in Kenya my mother always arranged a bouquet of long-stemmed blossoms for our dining room table?

My heart fails me when I see roses stuffed carelessly in a vase, without their stems sliced at an angle. Let's see--boiling water, sugar, a sharp knife or scissors, which do you use? And always trim off the bottom leaves! Don't you even care? I have more than once fished yellowing, drooping roses from a trash can to bind, hang, dry, to snip off weary heads, floating them in a bowl of water.

There is something ancient in a rose, something so other that I feel overwhelmed by gratitude that one would bloom in my garden!

Last season I trotted down to the closing fall sales at "Jill's Jungle." Jill showed me a wonderful tea standard. Its slender trunk spilled into handfuls of perfect pink flowers and delicate green leaves. I handed over an unusually high sum (for our pocketbook) and tenderly drove the standard home to my front garden. I had spent weeks digging up the grass by hand with a trowel, and the standard tea would be an absolutely perfect centerpiece for my slowly evolving rose garden. The girls mucked about in the soil while I dug a huge hole and planted the standard. And it was elegant, it was perfect, it was divine.

Out of the mountains the wind gusted down our street. Dark clouds rolled like Pharaoh's chariots across the bright summer sky. I picked up the girls; hair whipped around our faces--and we ran up onto the porch just as huge drops of rain spattered our path.

From the living room window, I watched debris and leaves blowing across our yard and down our street. The rose standard with its tender blossoms bent in the force of the gale. . .

Snap!

That sad, violent sound still hangs like a ghost over my rose garden. After the storm calmed down and the rain was at a steady fall, I waded out through the mud in the darkness. In the late evening, holding an umbrella with one hand and twine and tape with the other, I tried to mend the amputee. I did not have high hopes.

You can find the little pink buds, still fragrant, on a small silver tray in my bathroom. That, and a stalk I left in the ground, is what remains of that royal rose standard.

Will the stalk send out shoots? Has it somehow lived after all, through the winter winds? I'm doubtful but then I'm always doubtful about seeds, and measly little bedding plants, and bare shrubs. Spring is full of miracles, and high summer yields one surprise after the next.

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Hello, all--do read J. C.'s fantastic but horror-inspiring book review below this entry.

Tomorrow evening, if all goes well, look for Wazoo Farm's premier Art Show!

It will be grand!

Merry is Laura, I'm Ma, Daddy's Pa

And Elspeth is Carrie. Merry fussed about over Elspeth at the table, rolling her eyes in an exaggerated fashion, waggling her finger at Elspeth's button nose. "No, no, no!" Merry admonished, as Elspeth flung her mashed-potato covered spoon to the floor for the third time.

I've realized, now that we're in the thick of "The Long Winter," that calling Merry "Laura" occasionally as she requests works to my advantage. Laura immedately obeys, even when an internal battle rages; she's courageous; she lives to help. This afternoon Merry piled miscellany in the back of her tricycle and pushed herself across the grass, scouting for a good place to camp for the night. I was digging holes for the notorious Poplar trees with Elspeth--sorry, Carrie--strapped to my back. "Laura!" I'd call, and Merry would go running cheerfully upon some noble errand--fetching me the phone or carrying trees. Like a true Laura-Pioneer (as Merry calls her), Merry held the trunks for me on the steep slope while I tamped them in. Elspeth swung happily on my back, watching us.

Outdoors. Imm. . .I finished digging up the turf to make a bed for mint today (thinking Song of Solomon's "Many waters cannot quench mint. . ." stopped here and did not go on to "We have a little sister and she has no. . .") Also planted my hydrangea tree in the front of the house, a scrawny little snowman arm that contains somewhere the energy to explode into balloons of flowers. I'll believe it when I see it.

When I finally detached Elspeth from my back and we went inside, Merry was happy as a little duck and energetically washed the supper dishes with lots of soap and cold water.

Tonight we read three chapters of "The Long Winter." When we were finished, Merry sighed deeply. "I wish I could be Laura," she said. "I wish I could live back in those days."

I began to list all the things she might miss if she lived then: electricity, indoor plumbing, videos. . .Merry piped up. "Well, I wouldn't miss videos," she said, and agreed that books were much better than TV. Then she leaned over and gave me a big hug. "But you're better than a book!" she cried.

Well, that is high praise, and enough to get me through the next few days while Martin will be away in Deleware at a prof.'s conference. Poor chap--a hotel room all to himself. Two or three years ago the thought of being alone for days on end with two children would have made me blanch. But now I realize that much of life is about choice (the rest is grace=two easy children) and whether or not I will have a rollicking fine time is up to me. I have in my possession a lemon pound cake, and this I will consume tomorrow evening with friends. Also I am tossing around several options (all indoors, alas, because of spring rain): painting a wall, removing a kitchen cabinet, writing a poem series, knocking out a wall with a sledgehammer. Staying up all night watching BBC Netflix? Driving to Montana? What would Laura-Pioneer do?